Friday, September 26, 2008

Heartbroken

No comments, please. This is for me. I had to scan all of our "real pictures", so I could store ALL of our pictures in the same place. These are a few of my favorites. They make me cry. I haven't seen them in a while for that reason. With his birthday coming up I thought it appropriate to share them with you.



Roman James Moyer
September 30, 2002-March 4, 2004


Taken in February, 2004


2/04

Breakfast with Daddy.



Ok, I know, "Nice paper plate!" If you only knew how many dishes were broken before we came to this solution.




Valentines Day, 2004





I am pretty sure this was a 'jammy day'. By looking at the pictures I think either we had alot of 'jammy days' or I only took pictures ON 'jammy day'!























Pumpkin patch, 2003











Lexie is holding him down:) He HATED sitting on the hay. Makes me laugh. and cry.









This is actually from a series of like 40 pictures (from a 35mm camera! probably cost a million dollars in film and developing. Thank you digital camera!)
They were so cooperative. I love every single picture.























Rolly Poly baby. He was SOOO fat. I loved it. This reminds me of one time he was wearing a fleece outfit with a sports theme. Across the front it said "CHAMP". He was sitting on the floor, playing and I looked at him and realized the way he was sitting had caused the front of his outfit to fold over on the sides, so instead it said "HAM". I laughed so hard at my little chubby buddy wearing a shirt that said "HAM"!













cankles? I think so!





























beautiful blue eyes...............
















Christmas at my Moms. Looking at this makes me realize how much time has passed. (Nice lipstick!)

















Daddy and "fat baby". Lexie's friend Becca got a dolly for christmas one year. It was this chubby little baby she called 'fat baby'. She was over playing when she noticed the uncanny resemblance to Roman, and started calling him 'fat baby', too.







































September 30, 2002
7:47 a.m.
6lbs, 12 oz.
Roman's first visitor, his sister, Lexie.
2 hours of labor (jealous, much??!)
6 pushes
He decended the birth canal facing the side (not down) and bruised his whole face on my pelvis. We joked that he looked like a plum on a popsicle stick. Poor baby.




















5 comments:

Camille said...

Sorry, I can't help myself. You can always delete the comments later. :)

You were right. I cried, and then I laughed about the "Ham," then I cried and laughed some more. Thanks for putting yourself out there and sharing these pics. He's beautiful.

Shawna said...

Thanks, Cam. I had a sneaky suspicion you would. I cannot quit scrolling through them. Addictive and maddening. OK, I recant, comment if you want. Such a private thing to me, it is hard to share. This is really huge for me to do this and put it out there. Whew. Deep breath.

pinon family said...

Just wanted to say I love you!

kabeaner said...

Just wanted you to know I'm thinking about you today.

Stacy said...

I miss him too! and although I am can't stop laughing and crying and crying and laughing......THANK YOU.....THANK YOU for sharing him with me, such a precious,HAPPY, sweet, loving boy, Thank You for sharing this with me..THANK YOU.Love Ya Stacy